Have you ever fall in love with another person besides your spouse completely without feeling guilty nor bad about it? I have and I swear it's the most beautiful thing. No wonder there's a quote somewhere that sounded like
"Making the decision to have a child is momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body."
And there I was a couple of months ago thinking I'm no way near maternal instinct. I even thought that I could never feel whatever other mothers feel for their babies. The truth is you can never understand nor feel the love between a mother and her baby until you have one of your own.
Like the saying goes, you gotta see it (or in this case experience it) to believe it. It's like you have this overflowing of extra loves that you want everyone around you to feel it too. And you would do anything within your strength to protect this little one. I truly appreciate my mom more today. I understand a lot now why she is the way she is. Motherhood literally is a very hard full time job.
I learn that one too can have a greater love for his creator. A love so great it surpasses everything and every love in this world. And I pray that my love for him Allah s.w.t is that great. Insya'Allah.
Alhamdulillah and I thank Allah s.w.t every night for giving me this kind of bless and opportunity to experience being a mother.