Sunday Night Blue

It never occur to me to realize when I'm feeling down and a bit blue, I've always expressed it through writing. Either in a form of a diary, an email which aren't intended to be sent to anyone, a wall, a piece of a tissue, or just a short word in any paper that were ready to grab. I didn't realize about it until I've opened my old note book that I found left unopened for quite sometimes. This habit of mine have been lasted since I know how to spell.

To be frank, although I'm the kind of person that express my feeling of gayness very well but on the opposite side, I beg the differ. When I'm not in the mood, I never actually talk about my problem to anyone. So I find writing is very therapeutic. I would write and keep the note to myself. Just a simple short note and I'd able to sleep the problem off. Call me an ego but thats just the way I've always been.

The good thing about it is when I woke up I never actually remembered what my problems were. Although it wasn't entirely, but it was enough to just make me move on.

Oh goodness me, I do feel a bit blue but I shall sleep now. Who knows, maybe when I wake up, sunshine will be waiting for me. And I'll be able to carry on.

3 comments:

reena said...

I plak skang bila feeling2 blues gitu, i main Facebook. Haha. Buat all those stupid kuiz and what not. Rasa macam therapy bagi i. Lagi satu therapy yang berkesan bagi i ialah baca quotes. Aahh..Yang ni fav i. I siap buka website quotes lagi time keja. So bila rasa geram ke, marah ke, down ke, terus baca quotes especially, yang inspirational, funny, motivating etc :)

And yes, wrting jugak. :)

sarah al -idrus said...

aha.ur therapy dengan writing ek,even u tak tanye pun hehe saya masih mahu ckp jugak, my therapy adalah kucing...bgtau org sometimes bkn selesai pun kesedihan kegundahan tu, makin kompleks adala..kan

Hanafedora said...

reena,
I try main facebook punya game tu.I suka main game2 yang macam stategy tu..macam sims ke or dinner dash ke..
And then paling best ialah tido lah..haha

Sarah,
Haah kucing pun memang I sukaaaaaa sangat..Tk tahan kalau yang baby punya baru jalan2 tu lagi la I gerammm...kaki pendek..I ada kucing kt sini tapi baruuuu je bagi orang sebab tk mampu nk jaga sebab I banyak travel.. :(